Monday, October 12, 2015

Day 1

May 29, 2015

So i woke up early by the thought of being able to chat with Mico in the morning. But that was just my thoughts, they were still on their way to the US. Then my mon suddenly interrupted my day dreaming for she was telling me that we would be going to our grandparents' house in Kanluran. And so I jumped out of bed (or sofa, 'cause that's my bed for now), took a quick bath and off we go.

We arrived there early before Tita Min and her family leave the ancestral house. We were also able to watch the much awaited BDJ Karakol 2015 in the streets. Though the sun was burning hot, many people of all ages still tend to join the karakol for it was an annual celebration for the San Isidro's Feast Day. There were also people wearing mascots, colorful uniforms, matching T-shirts, and funny masks. Everyone were dancing to the music, including the audiences who were scattered by the street sides just to be able to watch the procession. It was a happy beginning.

After watching, I went straight to the living room of my grandparents', loaded and registered my pocket wifi, and immediately logged in my facebook. But still there was no message from Mico. I suddenly became worried because I was expecting that their arrival in LA would be 7:30pm (UST) or 10:30am (PT). But it was already 11am here still no sign of their arrival. So I wasn't able to really take note of the time of their arrival when Mico suddenly sent me a msg. It was short, not that what I was expecting. Still I was so excited, so overwhelming to talk to him. I miss him. Though we had a little fight by then, i still love him for that. I understand that he is still undergoing a major adjustment in his life together with his family there. 

I waited for him until he arrived at their relatives' and his dad's apartment. He was tired, jet lagged. But still he managed to talked to me his whole night. We exchanged stories and stuffs like that. I missed talking to him. I always imagine his face, his reactions, his emotions while talking to me. I miss him, a lot. But everything stopped when my wifi suddenly had a technical problem. I couldn't turn it on. Haay.. So after that I was sad. I tried to text him throught his roaming sim, but there were no sign of his response. I felt afraid and hopeless by that time. I wish it would happen again.

In the early evening, my evening, I went home with Nanay. Swiftly I took my iPad out of my bag and checked his msgs. He's sleeping already. I left a message explaining what happened, and continued my reality here in the Phil. I miss him. I waited the whole night, until about 11pm but still no sign of his msg. When I was sleeping, I still managed to check my iPad then and now till dawn, by then he replied. I love him.

Bon voyage.

May 28, 2015 11:49pm

Today is Mico's trip to US. We hadn't talked much the whole day but we got to have a chance to online on facetime before his board.

It's his first time to travel via airplane. I'm guessing he might get a jet lag or something. Like an airplane sickness (if that's what you may call it). That's why I wanted to be with him during the flight. If only I can be with him always, to guide him, to support him, to comfort him and make every moment of his special. I miss him.

I am praying for a safe trip for Mico and his family. I love him, and I'll be waiting for his come back no matter what. And I love him. So much. 

It's been a while

So, I was browsing at Google when I typed something and saw my blog again. It's been 4 years since my last post I guess. Now I'm thinking (and try to be consistent) in posting here again. 

4 years. 4 meaningful, awsome, yet sometimes dreadful, years of our relashinship and my excistence that I haven't posted here. I'm already in my third year in college, taking up Entrepreneurship. Michael's in the US. I'm sad. I'm feeling sad right now. The thought of being countries apart, like from the west corner of the wold map to the eastern corner, that's how far it is. Four months now since he left. We're doing..fine. We're still in a relationship, but not the same as before. I don't know if it's better, or worse. I really don't know. I'll just pray that something will happen and make everything okay, fun, exciting, like we used to.

Anyways, I'll post my two essays about the first two days he's gone out of the country.

I think this is all for now.

random

saying i love you, i miss you

tinychat 2nd time

titigan and kisseseseses hahaha

w/ screenshot.
kiss nya sa fist ko, kiss ko rin
I love you.

gardenia.
neozep.

Wish came true.

          SEPTEMBER 28, 2011. - This day was a SUPER-DUPER MEGA EXTRA-ORDINARY day! Thid was the day when he, unexpectedly, HUGGED me. Not just once, but twice! Even though our venue was inside the boys' comfort room at the Maliksi Bldg., still, it was worth remembering for..

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Fieldtrip.11.11.11

          I wasn't expecting to join our school fieldtrip this school year, it's because of our contest at General Trias, Cavite - Provincial Meet, which was, unfortunately, also during the fieldtrip. But, all thanks to Ate Mary, who was may partner in the doubles division, who insisted to join the fieldtrip, will not be around at that day. So, because of that, I decided to join the trip as well.

          Our first stop was in SM Mall of Asia - Science Discovery. I discovered a lot of weird, but at the same time, cool stuffs inside it. After that, we were authorized to eat our lunch at the MOA. I was expecting that I would be with Michael. But to my disappointment, we weren't. I almost got lost of not having any companion because, at first, I was with Mavi, but she will be going with Kuya Carlo, so I was left alone. When I saw my fellow 3F gals, I decided to join them. But then, when we passed Chowking, I saw Sheila, Alexis and Eyo inside, having their lunch. So I sit along with their group instead. There, I was the only third year student because when it comes to our school, everyone inside the restaurant was first years, second years, fourth years, and even teachers! Also, I saw Ate E inside, who, as I was not expecting, again, sat at the table exactly lying at the back of the table where we were staying! Oh, how unfortunate I am! Good thing that only took for a short period of time. Whew..

          Second stop, Myth of the Human Body - Taguig...

Monday, November 7, 2011

Whew..

          I though i was too late. That I might fail in solving our misunderstanding. That, during that time, the only thing that pops into my head to resolve our problem was just to finish our relationship, once and for all. But that was my biggest mistake. In his every explanation, detail by detail, proves to me that I did not pick the wrong guy to love. He is really it, he's the one. Because of his attempt on deleting his facebook account, and deactivating his twitter account, he let me realize that he can and will do anything just to make me believe in him, that he is not deceiving me, unlike what I've told him that made his feelings down and the thought that I trust him no more.

          I'm sorry, and Thank you :')
 
          And, here we are, we're okay now. Back to normal, the way we used to be. Best friends...Lovers.
          [ we even had the time to play Stickrun! LOL ;) xD ]